Life, Not Living

This is a song which performed by Dance Yourself to Death.
I really like this song but no matter how hard i tried to find this song but i still failed...
Just by the title of the song, so meaningful, life, not living...
In fact it is fucking right...we live our life not living the life....
Means we live our life with driving our own dream...
So this is the message i always tried to interpret to all my friend....


My stupid face which captured by tze yee....thanks to tze yee that capture i'm living my life....

The Feelings is back..

Back to penang...
Which i don't really realize that i'm supposed to back at here...
however, there are a few things i wanted to share at kl..
some feelings and some emotional react to it...
someone is making me in that way which i wish that she would know that...
someone is making me looked like fucked up and that would be my friend from penang...
someone is making me confused which i prefer not to mention him cause he is my best buddy..
someone is making me look awful cause she is the one for me...
but what the heck...
I live my life...
Not living the life...

When I'm going to heal??

有时侯我不懂我该怎么办..
有时侯心痛的时候需要一个人给我拥抱..
我该跟谁索取?是你吗?
有时我真的很害怕面对你,不想让你看到我脆弱的时候..
但我又很想很想拥有你的拥抱...
我该如何?
很想让你知道我的痛..不过又很害怕...
有时我都只能把眼泪往肚子里吞...
好痛...

Do you miss me??

Hey...
I'm leaving kl...
Back for penang...
Will you miss me??
Will you hoping to see me everyday??
If you want for....just tell me...
I would be by your side everyday day by day...
Listen to you everyday...
No matter whatever happened or whatever you do to me...
I just want you to be happy...
I know that i couldn't bring anything much for you...
I know that i'm not the type of guy for you...
But i wish that i could give you all my best...
I will always be there for you...

不寻常的快乐

昨天去了sunway,回家的时候去了打桌球。。
不知不觉下起了雨，没办法回家，只好在steven corner呆了一阵子。
雨停了，我也开始走回家，
突然间，雨又变得大了。。
倾盆大雨，好突然哦。。
停在我家附近的马来挡，
我在一旁试着不让雨水滴到我，
不过那些马来人却很喜欢淋雨的滋味，
他们竟然洗车，可能他们不知道用雨水洗车只会让车子更肮脏。
但他们那种心情竟然可以那么开心。。
我看了也想淋雨回家。。
我又用雨来遮藏我流泪了。。。好吗？

你懂吗？

我很紧张的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很慌张的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很无奈的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很悲哀的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？

我不懂为什么我会这样。。。
但这就是我，无论什么事都好，我不想再让你流泪。。
我的苦，我的泪，都会往肚里吞的。。

只想写中文

最近我都想写中文，可能这是我跟你聊天的语言吧。。
不知该怎么说好，你似乎离我越来越近。。
又似乎离我越来越远。。
我捉摸不到你的心，你懂我很想告诉你说我对你的感觉。
可惜。。。
求求你，听清楚我的心声。。
听清楚我心碎的声音。。。