Do I?

Wake up in the middle of the night, it just like something rush thru my mind...what was that?
It was my own dream! Walk down to downstairs and had a cup of water, then went back to my bed lying down...I was thinking of someone...That someone is she really mine? Do I have her? Should I have her? While these thought flashing thru my mind then I receive a email from her...Doom!! It's like a coincident that time frame is directly met up...then it comes to me again...Do I??