I'm unwelcomed??

Tomorrow is the due date for some reports of manufacturing,
yet I'm still solo, no group yet..
Am i the unwelcome guy??
I absent for the lab, I was sick...
Then why isn't anyone would think of me even I'm not around??
Pathetic....
Should I join a gang??
The choose no at the start of the degree life,
I want to be joker to hang around all of you all..
But at the end joker is the solo....
Pathetic...
Nevermind...At least I still have some friend...lol...
Thanks Bro...