Another week Friday, I will wake up and do what I usually do every morning which is help mom prepare to open her restaurant and also pray..(not Christian, but taoism)...
However this morning is kinda shock for me, I woke up and see my phone, 2 message received...
One of the message is from my sister which telling me that she is coming back from kl by bus of 4:30. Another one is shocking message, a message from a friend which i know at kl, Young Teck, he asking me for a favor, lend him money, and it's not a small amount,2k, wow....
This message really makes me wake up at that moment...I reply him,"what happened my friend?"
I couldn't borrow that much of money for him, but at least I could share his problem or try to think another alternative for him, but no matter how hard I try to force him tell me what happened..he just tell that money is for urgent use....
Bro, I wish to help, but i can't...sorry man...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
The Little Things In A Big Town...
This is the view of my hometown, Penang.
It likely an urban city, very packed very small city...
I like to hiking since I had my accidents and my physiotherapy, start to climb up the hill around everywhere at penang.
Today, I went youth park, I walk up the hill and sat down at the top of the hill, and take a look at this busy city. From the top can see schools, shopping complex, few main roads.
However, at that moment I also felt that I was away from this urban city, away from traffic jams, away from stress, away from city life...Peace...
I like this feeling...I found out that particular moment is freedom for me...
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Lovebug
Jonas Brothers - Lovebug
Called her for the first time yesterday
Fly found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
(Can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful, but you don't even try
(Don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby, can't you see?
Now I'm...
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Lovebug again
This is for my love one...
Called her for the first time yesterday
Fly found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
(Can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful, but you don't even try
(Don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby, can't you see?
Now I'm...
Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Lovebug again
This is for my love one...
Logical??Making Sense??
People say family matters is the hardest thing to be settle perfectly. because there must be a person to sacrifice of another word, tolerate. From these few years, I noticed that my family is wealthy but in just only look, inside is losing of something in somehow or in someway, you might think that I'm in a perfect family with perfect background..but NO! No matter how perfect there is in a family, there must be a little conjugate among the family members. Brother fighting, sisters arguing, parent shouting...and at the end, Peace from the elders....
Old people mend to be the most peaceful without fighting or arguing among family members, we could not deny that they are the most experienced among us, they live longer than us, see many more things and been thru a bunch of problem and they could solve it.
As they always says, The harmony in a family is the most important. No matter how poor or how rich your family are, harmony is represent the wealthy of a family.
Is it true??
For instance, you could have a very well educated family, father is an engineer, mother own a listed company, so the children will student in the best college or university or even overseas, but what if all the children keep quarrel or argue, there is never a day of happy or harmony in a family?
Let me put you into this condition, if you're one of those kids, or family members, would you rather stay or leave this family??
The answer for me is....FIX it...
Old people mend to be the most peaceful without fighting or arguing among family members, we could not deny that they are the most experienced among us, they live longer than us, see many more things and been thru a bunch of problem and they could solve it.
As they always says, The harmony in a family is the most important. No matter how poor or how rich your family are, harmony is represent the wealthy of a family.
Is it true??
For instance, you could have a very well educated family, father is an engineer, mother own a listed company, so the children will student in the best college or university or even overseas, but what if all the children keep quarrel or argue, there is never a day of happy or harmony in a family?
Let me put you into this condition, if you're one of those kids, or family members, would you rather stay or leave this family??
The answer for me is....FIX it...
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Gathering
This is the gathering which I organized...
Did i said that it was a gathering??Why there is someone which is not in my invite list?
Sometimes i feel like I'm back from K.L. and meet up friends from Penang and make me feel unfamiliar with them, accept some of them like: Kok Hung, Kenny, Ghee Hann, LCY, OSY , Kelvin...
Among all of us, I don't really think that we are in a group..Maybe what makes me think like this is only because of I'm back from K.L. and I left out from where they move on...and I couldn't get into them. Gather around and asking some stupid question like:" How do you do??","How is your studies??"...
Is this the point of we gathering...???
I don't mean to say we were there for nothing, there is some bonding make us gather together for that dinner. What I means for gathering is gather around and share what have we been thru and changing thoughts of our own mind. It is the most important thing of gather, we share opinion, and getting to know inside how my friend changed...but not how physically or how their personal life and affairs..even talk about that also speak out the point of what we had been thru..
Share in opinion...giving each other a place to speak out words from our heart to our friends to share...
Anyway, I'm having good time with you all guys...
Fed up??
Things get easy when you think it is easy..
Things get hard when you think it is hard..
Does these two sentences bring it own meaning to you?
For me, YES...
No matter what happen or what task came into your life, it get easy when you think it is easy by the look. Some situation you think it is hard for you cause you make it look hard or unhappy.
All depends on ourselves...
Things get hard when you think it is hard..
Does these two sentences bring it own meaning to you?
For me, YES...
No matter what happen or what task came into your life, it get easy when you think it is easy by the look. Some situation you think it is hard for you cause you make it look hard or unhappy.
All depends on ourselves...
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Aim??Goal??Success??
Few days ago, my friend came to me in a sudden, introduce me a new way for "his" goal.
It is something called "Quesnet", a new network marketing which will be conquer the new advertising world. He explained to me how the company works and how stable it is. Then he leads me to his "business" concept, basically the rules are:
1) Buy one of the company's product so that you can join into the club.
2) Start to invites your friends to "yam cha" and also introduce them and so on...
3) Start to balance the left and right wing of your human networking, thus each side is balance so that you can earn money...(what if it would never be balance??)..dead??
The theory of the company makes money is simple, the cheapest product of the company is cost us RM2000 while adding other pling plang stuff will make to RM2200.. Both side must be balance and 3 point at each side to earn my 1st 250USD...
In a normal math calculation, it takes all my friends RM13200 in total so that i earn my 1st 250USD??
What the......
I know that it might be a way of getting money if only you put your effort and become someone unlikely welcome among your friend...
Well, it depends how people judge it and see for his/her future plan..
But a sure thing for me that, this kind of work won't be suitable for me even i'm good at it...Cause it sounds like cheat to me...
I would rather use my professionality to earn my own money...
As a result...The AIM for me is studies....
It isn't sounds good....ish ish....
It is something called "Quesnet", a new network marketing which will be conquer the new advertising world. He explained to me how the company works and how stable it is. Then he leads me to his "business" concept, basically the rules are:
1) Buy one of the company's product so that you can join into the club.
2) Start to invites your friends to "yam cha" and also introduce them and so on...
3) Start to balance the left and right wing of your human networking, thus each side is balance so that you can earn money...(what if it would never be balance??)..dead??
The theory of the company makes money is simple, the cheapest product of the company is cost us RM2000 while adding other pling plang stuff will make to RM2200.. Both side must be balance and 3 point at each side to earn my 1st 250USD...
In a normal math calculation, it takes all my friends RM13200 in total so that i earn my 1st 250USD??
What the......
I know that it might be a way of getting money if only you put your effort and become someone unlikely welcome among your friend...
Well, it depends how people judge it and see for his/her future plan..
But a sure thing for me that, this kind of work won't be suitable for me even i'm good at it...Cause it sounds like cheat to me...
I would rather use my professionality to earn my own money...
As a result...The AIM for me is studies....
It isn't sounds good....ish ish....
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
My Dogs...
My lovely BBOY....Sleeping just like dreaming someone...
LOL...
This will our house new pet...Lovely Bobby Bui....(Bui is sounds for fat in hokkien)haha...My cute doggie sleep in cute way...haha..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Future??History??Now??
Should we live in our pass?No, we should move on...
Should we plan for future?No, we should live in the day..
There is some says:"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery but today is a give.."
And so its called present...
Do Your best in today and you will found out more in a better way in our life...
Think about it...what makes you so care about past time? what makes you in your future??
IT's all TODAY...
Should we plan for future?No, we should live in the day..
There is some says:"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery but today is a give.."
And so its called present...
Do Your best in today and you will found out more in a better way in our life...
Think about it...what makes you so care about past time? what makes you in your future??
IT's all TODAY...
Blame of me?
My mom started to tell me that how graceful should I to the "Ancestors".
Cause they give me some sort of luck during I'm all the way long at kl....Is it true??
I don't really know whether that is true or not, but I believe, even how lucky I am with it, if I didnt't put any effort in my studies, sure I will fail..
The studies of form 4 form 5, it doesn't really takes me anything to study it well...in fact the things i study now is more like hell than ever..
Material Science...What the heck about it??I don't really get into it until the 7th week of my studies...SO? What do you think how well I can score for the final??
Thermodynamics..Starting is the best part..an old professor came in and tell:"This subject THERMODYNAMICS is an open book test..", after this every student shout and yell or even scream like hell for celebrate this news...In fact, it doesn't now seems to be a happy news for me cause I would that it might be the worst subject cause it will be hardest..
Math...My favorite subject...I score quite well for it...so got nothing to say...haha...i'm bias...
Electrical???Do you think I give a Damn on it???Lol...
The rest...don't even need to pay attention for score....haha....but thet thing i mean score is just can pass all and get B or C...if seriously wanna get an A is have to listen to class everyday and become a dumb nerd everyday...haha...and that life i had gone thru for the weeks after my 7th week of studies...IT WAS A HELL....
Cause they give me some sort of luck during I'm all the way long at kl....Is it true??
I don't really know whether that is true or not, but I believe, even how lucky I am with it, if I didnt't put any effort in my studies, sure I will fail..
The studies of form 4 form 5, it doesn't really takes me anything to study it well...in fact the things i study now is more like hell than ever..
Material Science...What the heck about it??I don't really get into it until the 7th week of my studies...SO? What do you think how well I can score for the final??
Thermodynamics..Starting is the best part..an old professor came in and tell:"This subject THERMODYNAMICS is an open book test..", after this every student shout and yell or even scream like hell for celebrate this news...In fact, it doesn't now seems to be a happy news for me cause I would that it might be the worst subject cause it will be hardest..
Math...My favorite subject...I score quite well for it...so got nothing to say...haha...i'm bias...
Electrical???Do you think I give a Damn on it???Lol...
The rest...don't even need to pay attention for score....haha....but thet thing i mean score is just can pass all and get B or C...if seriously wanna get an A is have to listen to class everyday and become a dumb nerd everyday...haha...and that life i had gone thru for the weeks after my 7th week of studies...IT WAS A HELL....
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Movies
These days I'm pretty bored and always watch movie to fill up my past time. And yet the movies I watch sort of teach me something..
I learned the way of treating our lives...
I learned the way of getting our true love..
I learned the way of getting ourselves happiness..
I learned the way of treating people...
In fact, ain't that all of us learning these things from our lives??
Movie isn't just entertainment? Is it?
Pretty much like to watch movie then...
I learned the way of treating our lives...
I learned the way of getting our true love..
I learned the way of getting ourselves happiness..
I learned the way of treating people...
In fact, ain't that all of us learning these things from our lives??
Movie isn't just entertainment? Is it?
Pretty much like to watch movie then...
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Happy?Freedom?
How do you feel happy?
How do you feel freedom?
These questions flash thru my ears, such question is really hard to answer and maybe the answer is subjective to people, far instance, what you like to do the most, whenever you got chances to do it then you will be happy, the feeling of happy is comes from the enjoyment of doing something you like. The fundamental of happiness is simply whatever you like. However, in our life we can't always do whatever we like, choices is there, but not we chose the choice, but the choice chose us. I believe a lot of people agree with this. No matter what, we will also try to pull back the choices to what we want is only happen among the ending..
Freedom??
This is everyone dream... could that happen all day long...??Everyone knows the answer and it will be NO!!!...There is no way that this could happen....The word is freedom is only defined by ourselves and it is only what we gave to ourselves...
ADDED:
From the movie, The Pursuit Of Happiness, I figured something out with happiness. Happiness is something that you would ever want it, it feel great and fantastic when you ever get that moment. In the scene of Chris Gardner get the job as broker in a company, he felt that little part of his life is happiness. From the hard time he gone thru, get all he can takes to get clients, with his effort and make a multi-millions profits for his company. Happiness is something that we are pursuing, and most important is it's will be a little part of our life. Well, Appreciate IT...
Freedom?
Freedom doesn't really exist in our lifestyle now, maybe a little moment that you would feel free, when you free yourself out of work place, out of burden, out of problems, troubles. However, would it be eternity? Leave it for the next day of your life...it will never be...
How do you feel freedom?
These questions flash thru my ears, such question is really hard to answer and maybe the answer is subjective to people, far instance, what you like to do the most, whenever you got chances to do it then you will be happy, the feeling of happy is comes from the enjoyment of doing something you like. The fundamental of happiness is simply whatever you like. However, in our life we can't always do whatever we like, choices is there, but not we chose the choice, but the choice chose us. I believe a lot of people agree with this. No matter what, we will also try to pull back the choices to what we want is only happen among the ending..
Freedom??
This is everyone dream... could that happen all day long...??Everyone knows the answer and it will be NO!!!...There is no way that this could happen....The word is freedom is only defined by ourselves and it is only what we gave to ourselves...
ADDED:
From the movie, The Pursuit Of Happiness, I figured something out with happiness. Happiness is something that you would ever want it, it feel great and fantastic when you ever get that moment. In the scene of Chris Gardner get the job as broker in a company, he felt that little part of his life is happiness. From the hard time he gone thru, get all he can takes to get clients, with his effort and make a multi-millions profits for his company. Happiness is something that we are pursuing, and most important is it's will be a little part of our life. Well, Appreciate IT...
Freedom?
Freedom doesn't really exist in our lifestyle now, maybe a little moment that you would feel free, when you free yourself out of work place, out of burden, out of problems, troubles. However, would it be eternity? Leave it for the next day of your life...it will never be...
First Semester..
May 26, I started my 1st day in my degree life...
Sept 19, The day i ended my 1st semester...Still a long way to go..however, it seems like the a long day after my 1st sem, the life in kl was enjoyable, even it shouldn't be. The exam week is just like the judgment day of our 1st semester. We put all what we had studied to score well in final.
Few days ago, result is out and posted in intra net...A lot of us is down, result showed that our effort not enough for the exam. However, i still believe that we are strong to take this impact...
SO here i wish all the best to all my friend...Let us FIGHT for our future..
Sept 19, The day i ended my 1st semester...Still a long way to go..however, it seems like the a long day after my 1st sem, the life in kl was enjoyable, even it shouldn't be. The exam week is just like the judgment day of our 1st semester. We put all what we had studied to score well in final.
Few days ago, result is out and posted in intra net...A lot of us is down, result showed that our effort not enough for the exam. However, i still believe that we are strong to take this impact...
SO here i wish all the best to all my friend...Let us FIGHT for our future..
Genting Trip
Genting- The place for enjoy...
It's been a while that I never been here...and it still that familiar for me...
wish i could stay there forever... Perfect Place to stay...
Everyone is there except ME!!...haha...Mom is hiding behind daddy...ish ish...The morning gaze in genting..
Do I?
Wake up in the middle of the night, it just like something rush thru my mind...what was that?
It was my own dream! Walk down to downstairs and had a cup of water, then went back to my bed lying down...I was thinking of someone...That someone is she really mine? Do I have her? Should I have her? While these thought flashing thru my mind then I receive a email from her...Doom!! It's like a coincident that time frame is directly met up...then it comes to me again...Do I??
It was my own dream! Walk down to downstairs and had a cup of water, then went back to my bed lying down...I was thinking of someone...That someone is she really mine? Do I have her? Should I have her? While these thought flashing thru my mind then I receive a email from her...Doom!! It's like a coincident that time frame is directly met up...then it comes to me again...Do I??
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Rememberance of KL life..
NINJA SLEEPING........................CHAN JUIN KHIN.....
I'm kinda miss my kl life now...
I could wake up as late as possible...
I could cook for myself...
I could enjoy swimming..
I could talk to my friends...
I could go gym with my roommates...
I miss my life...
Lewis.......My Lovely Roommates.....UPSIDE DOWN SLEEP.....
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
First..
The first thing in our life?
What is the 1st thing of our life?What comes first in your mind? Family??Friends??Career??Materials??
For anything which cross our mind first should be family, everything will be family come first, the reason is, when there is a family, and that where you started your life and it will forever and ever be the first thing in your life....
What is the 1st thing of our life?What comes first in your mind? Family??Friends??Career??Materials??
For anything which cross our mind first should be family, everything will be family come first, the reason is, when there is a family, and that where you started your life and it will forever and ever be the first thing in your life....