我是谁？

我是谁？
我开心吗？
我在干什么？
我在为什么而活？
是你吗？
你懂吗？
你在意吗？
我，我愿我身边的人开心，开开心心得过日子。。
我，我愿无人知道我心里多痛。。
我，我愿无人看到我哭。。
我，我愿他人的眼泪不要为别人而流。。
我，我愿他人的眼泪是为自己而流。。
我，我愿我是铁人。。
不过，可惜的是，我不是铁人。。
要到时间了。。
该走了，挽回不了的。。
都算了。。
该有的，拿不到的。。
都算了。。

你

我哭了。。。
你听见了吗？
心里的痛你了解吗？
当你看见了我，你怎么那么无情啊？
我是不是太傻？
你哭了，
我心疼了，
你笑了，
我安心了，
你走了，
我担心了，
你笑着对我说再见，
我只能苦苦的听你说了，心里也痛了。。。

You..

Hey girl...
I wrote this to you tell how i felt you...
Moments ago you gave me some hope...
but now you gave me nothing but striking my heart into million pieces...
When you cried, i'm scared that your heart break into million pieces...
When you go, my heart break into million pieces...
but do you hear that??

I'm back...

Doom...
I'm back to kl...
Purpose: To do some stuff
I'm awaken in the bus after slept for 2 hours in bus...
Ops..i didn't bring keys...
Make a few phone calls and settle a trouble.....
A relief after things get done...
Finally i'm back to kl...
KL-where bitches and sluts origin...(only in malaysia)...
haha...

Another boring night...

Boring day as usual...
Today afternoon...get a call to friend and says that i'm going down to kl...
He asked me to get some entertainment for him..
So I made another phone call to another friend in penang..he didn't pick up calls...
I thought tonight will be the same as usual...boring night..
around the late afternoon which can consider as evening ad...
My friend call me back..says:"hey what u wanna get from me?..I can go to your house and give me..."
owh...what a kind friend of mine...
Then, when he arrived, and turn up to be i help him do him task for his college work...
ish ish...
bad night...
however...a good friend of mine giving me things to do...
haha...

My Own Comments...

These few days I had read others blogs, I seen wonderful of life experience and how fancy others blog is...
Then one of my friend says that my blog will dun have any people to visit...
By the way, hey, I write blog is just to release out my words la...
The one who can reads my blog and know what I'm trying to say is truly my friends who know me very well.

What you do in front of a comp??

I was wondering why people like to staring with the laptop all the long...
One of the people is me...I don't know why...
It just like a daily task for me...
Once I woke up, then I have to open my comp and check mail, login to friendster, login to facebook, login to msn....blah blah blah....
I'm wondering why I would put all of these in my daily task..
I also tried to ask some teenager that could they live without internet..
In fact, the answer i get from then is can't...
Is Internet that important to all the people??Is computer must be use everyday??
Is it a must??
I'm just wondering...

Swindler

A friend offer me a job for filling time, which is:
talk with him...
help him do assignment(although i just gives idea)...
try to fix his attitude.....
In the end, I can go and get an interview of what is the feeling of being cheated....
It's feel sleepy....
This message brought to kok hung by ron...

Girl

There is a lots of girl in this world...even more than guy...so sometimes i wonder, is guy choosing girl or girl choosing guy??
In other way of saying this is there is a lots of girl in the world but not all is suitable for any guy on the street...
For my opinion, guys like girl and girls like guys is the fundamental of love or a relationship...
However, there is a categories for me...
there is some girls which is just for being girlfriend...
there is some girls which is just for being wife...
there is some girls which is just for being a having affair...
there is some girls which is just for being a good listener...
there is some girls which is just for fuck...
Although my opinion struck the dignity of the girls...but what i really meant is the behavior of a girl is the most important thing to define which categories which you're in...
Every girl deserve to have a good relationship and a good husband...
So...Grab it while you can...

Man, you reads my mind...

I went out with my friends for movie and after that we decide to have a drink at a coffee shop around gurney drives..
we have a talk at the seaside bench, we speak out our words towards our life and our family or even problem that we met, and I get that what I think in my mind is perfectly match with what he speaks, man he reads me...
maybe it's because that we are in the same age having same frequency and same channel, maybe we just being so close like we being together all the time, but it isn't a coincident that we have same family, but in fact we are in same situation, do we all the same??
And conclusion is I get that all teenagers are in the same way we thought and the same experience and thoughts we have....

Lights of Life..

I read a magazine which got an article of an interview of NZ wheel, showing their Mercedes-Benz, how luxurious how glamour how stunning how amaze how exotic those cars are...
It gives me a light, lead me towards my dream..Those are the cars which all the guys dream of own one of it..
However, I'm not offense to my friend or those rich dudes, who his or her dad's could afford for his or her one of those cars...I'm wondering, if you could get one of those car without your own ability would you feel that car is belongs to you??For me, no..
If those rich guy buy those luxurious cars for his son or daughter, do you ever think of destroying your own son or daughter dream of light??They don't have the will for anything cause no aim of life, every single thing in their life is well planned and well prepared, never a trouble for them in doing any task of their life...In fact, those are the life I wish to had when i was a small kid...but now i don't even dream about it...

Lost of me...

Recently I'm a pathetic guy who is having holiday and doing nothing all day long..
Before I'm back from kl, I have a very high aim for myself and my future, how ever when the times comes, it's like lost of balancing and having free fall from the edge..Holiday kills man...

Guy like me..

Today I'm gonna say something for guys, which I think most of the guy will agree.
A would like to ask a question, do guys like girls??
I believe all of the girls hates when her boyfriend eye on other girls or even flirt with other girl.
Why? Girls thinks that is too wrong for a guy who have a girlfriend, does all the guys agree??
Well...I don't really agree..
Let say, I have a girlfriend and I love her..and of course she is a girl...however, I still like girls right?Likes to see girls right??I could flirt around with girls and of course that is what guys like to do...and it is not the action they do, is the fundamental of a guy, guy like girls...It this too wrong for a guy??Do guys did anything wrong to his girlfriend when he eyes on other girls?Flirt with other girls??It's Nothing wrong....
Hey girl, if one day your boyfriend don't see other girls around..then you have to start to worry about him whether his interest is still in girls...

Tears from me...

This morning, I finished the drama,<家好月圆>, until a scene of a few couple who willing to sacrifice for their loves one,at that time my tears spill out from my eyes, I don't know why, I'm not easily get tears when watching drama or movie, but the feeling is not from the drama but the scene of that moment is the moment which I ever wanted..The willingness of mine towards the girl I like...give her whatever I've got..but I really did?
I remembered the dialogs, a man birthday, he made a wish, says that he hope he could live longer than his loves one, cause he don't want leave the feeling of left his loves one behind after he died..
What would you say for this dialogs??I don't know how it interpret in your mind, however, for me, it is fascinating...

Love Confession...

TO: The one I love...
One day, I asked myself do I really love you or do I really put all what I've have for you...
the answers seems unlikely positive...what have I did for my loves one??I'm a Scorpio, others says that people who is Scorpio doesn't seems a romantic person, but the fact is real..I'm not romantic, I can't really give to you what you want. Somehow I hold my responsible to myself, I'm trying to fix up this mess, girl, please tell me how to get into your world...

From
Ronald
Faithfully....

Talk...

Is a talk important??
Very important to me...
Not even the way we talk, the tone we use, the loudness of the voice..all of these are the basic component of us to give out or more suitable word, express our feeling...we aren't a robot which will only obeys laws and rules..somehow we break rule..but when a reason or a conversation being made at the moment and the talk skill is required in it..
However human always do mistakes in our lives, not only one but bunch of it..
So learn how to communicate with others so that our lives is more easier...

Sick...

I hate to be sick....
Argh...Can't do anything during sick...
Can't sleep well...
Can't online too late..
Aikz...Being scolded ad...got to sleep ad...haha..

I do love you..

Do you ever care of me??
Do you ever think of me??
Do you ever miss me??
Do you ever...

My words to a girl i like...I do love you...