Be..
Whoever you wanted..
Live..
Whatever you like..
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
What Would It Be For U?
Facing a trouble,
An annoying one,
Frustrating, drive you to be more unconscious,
What would it take to be you??
An annoying one,
Frustrating, drive you to be more unconscious,
What would it take to be you??
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
命中注定我爱你
最近看回一部久的台湾偶像剧，
《命中注定我爱你》
这次看了才真正的了解这部戏，
很白目的，很搞笑的，很温馨的，也很感人的，
喜欢上这戏里的角色，陈欣怡，
只会为人，为了讨好别人，自己却可以不顾一切的付出，
世上竟有这样的傻瓜，
就因为这角色，让这部戏深深的让我感知，爱情就是那么一回事。
当然，结局也是大家所希望看到的，大家欢喜，
欣怡付出的都一一得到回报，
幸福就是那么简单的一回事，有付出就有回报，
遇见了能让你幸福的就应该珍惜，
我呢，就遇见了。。。
你在某处看到这，希望你会得知我的心声。
《命中注定我爱你》
这次看了才真正的了解这部戏，
很白目的，很搞笑的，很温馨的，也很感人的，
喜欢上这戏里的角色，陈欣怡，
只会为人，为了讨好别人，自己却可以不顾一切的付出，
世上竟有这样的傻瓜，
就因为这角色，让这部戏深深的让我感知，爱情就是那么一回事。
当然，结局也是大家所希望看到的，大家欢喜，
欣怡付出的都一一得到回报，
幸福就是那么简单的一回事，有付出就有回报，
遇见了能让你幸福的就应该珍惜，
我呢，就遇见了。。。
你在某处看到这，希望你会得知我的心声。
Monday, August 24, 2009
Which place is best for studies??
This post is for my friend who longs to get his studies over KL or wherever you are but you don't wanted....
Study anywhere is the same, no such thing is best for studies....
But for me, home is the best....
KL-busy hectic lifestyle...
Penang-for penang born people, this might get you bored...
Overseas-Experiencing a unfamiliar place, gaining experience...
For people who study at hometowns longs to come over KL or overseas, for people who study KL longs to go back hometown study or go overseas, for people who study at overseas, I definitely confirm that you'll miss your overseas whenever you back to Malaysia for several weeks...
Study anywhere is the same, no such thing is best for studies....
But for me, home is the best....
KL-busy hectic lifestyle...
Penang-for penang born people, this might get you bored...
Overseas-Experiencing a unfamiliar place, gaining experience...
For people who study at hometowns longs to come over KL or overseas, for people who study KL longs to go back hometown study or go overseas, for people who study at overseas, I definitely confirm that you'll miss your overseas whenever you back to Malaysia for several weeks...
Study???Or Education??Or Living?/
Some say, study is a way of life,
Some say, study is a way of education,
Some say, study is a way of gaining knowledge,
But i say,study is on yourself...
There are several successful man which can be group into the world 100 richest list...
but they don't hold any certificates...
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of life....
Education, education are based on ethic and moral value, what we should do is that the thing which can be say as is a juice that worth to squeeze...Maybe that will a little for hard to understand, but what i'm trying to say is that the education we are getting now is what we gonna use for our life???
Don't tell me you gonna work for a same job for the rest of your life....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of education...
Gaining knowledge, hmm...it's quite true that study is gaining your knowledge, but could it be 100% correct...???
Lawyers, Accountants, Engineers, even a Businessman...
Have you ever heard of a story tells that people are greed???
Lawyers might get a sum of money and pay the "right" to the bad guys??some people will say he is best lawyer... some people say that his heart is eaten by money...
Accountants, every single businessman i knew is employing a very good accountants to minimized the taxation that he had to pay, is this ethic??although it really the best accountants can do....they are really professional in that field...
Engineers...Lots of lots of thing to say...Read more news paper and you'll found out more and more civilized barbarian stuff....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of gaining knowledge....
From all above...All of you might think that why I'm studying???
The statement i made is just to clarify that the purpose of study in my point of view....
No offenses...
All is up to you......
Some say, study is a way of education,
Some say, study is a way of gaining knowledge,
But i say,study is on yourself...
There are several successful man which can be group into the world 100 richest list...
but they don't hold any certificates...
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of life....
Education, education are based on ethic and moral value, what we should do is that the thing which can be say as is a juice that worth to squeeze...Maybe that will a little for hard to understand, but what i'm trying to say is that the education we are getting now is what we gonna use for our life???
Don't tell me you gonna work for a same job for the rest of your life....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of education...
Gaining knowledge, hmm...it's quite true that study is gaining your knowledge, but could it be 100% correct...???
Lawyers, Accountants, Engineers, even a Businessman...
Have you ever heard of a story tells that people are greed???
Lawyers might get a sum of money and pay the "right" to the bad guys??some people will say he is best lawyer... some people say that his heart is eaten by money...
Accountants, every single businessman i knew is employing a very good accountants to minimized the taxation that he had to pay, is this ethic??although it really the best accountants can do....they are really professional in that field...
Engineers...Lots of lots of thing to say...Read more news paper and you'll found out more and more civilized barbarian stuff....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of gaining knowledge....
From all above...All of you might think that why I'm studying???
The statement i made is just to clarify that the purpose of study in my point of view....
No offenses...
All is up to you......
Monday, August 3, 2009
A pussy but with a Gun on his hand...
What you gonna do when you hate someone??
Angry about him and makes your life miserable enough when you stay the same unit condo with him??Come on, you have the gun, while you are puss??
Or in other sense, throw away the gun and be a real pussy...???
Does that hits you??
Angry about him and makes your life miserable enough when you stay the same unit condo with him??Come on, you have the gun, while you are puss??
Or in other sense, throw away the gun and be a real pussy...???
Does that hits you??
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Quotes of the month...
Men want the same thing from their underpants as they want the things from women;
a little bit of support and a little bit of freedom....
Man doesn't control his fate by his own, but control by the woman in his life....
a little bit of support and a little bit of freedom....
Man doesn't control his fate by his own, but control by the woman in his life....
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Quotes
我们每天在做的每一件事，上课，做功课，等等。
这些都是我们每天一定要做的事情，然而我们就抱怨说没有新鲜，
OR people likes to say that they have NO LIFE!!
这就是生活，做一些你不想做的东西，没办法，这就是生活，
然而人们应该在生活当中活出你的人生，
所谓人生就是人人渴望过的生活，无忧无虑，自由自在。
在生活当中活出自己的生活，画出一片属于自己的一片天。
这些都是我们每天一定要做的事情，然而我们就抱怨说没有新鲜，
OR people likes to say that they have NO LIFE!!
这就是生活，做一些你不想做的东西，没办法，这就是生活，
然而人们应该在生活当中活出你的人生，
所谓人生就是人人渴望过的生活，无忧无虑，自由自在。
在生活当中活出自己的生活，画出一片属于自己的一片天。
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
Long lost me...
Anonymous, Friends, Mr. Wadsoever...
Anyone see this...leave a comment....
Define happiness in this current state of life.....for me...
Anyone see this...leave a comment....
Define happiness in this current state of life.....for me...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Danger Act
this fellow work at petronas gas station, and yet he is on phone when he is working...location at simpang pulai....
dude, do you know what you work as??and where you work at??
Exams Over
After exam,
everyone will say:"what is book?"
haha...this is the feeling of finishing the last subject...
Good Luck for those still in the hall for their papers...
everyone will say:"what is book?"
haha...this is the feeling of finishing the last subject...
Good Luck for those still in the hall for their papers...
Friday, April 17, 2009
On the way home...
I decided to come back to penang as soon as my class end,
I had an earlier ticket than the original date I purchased.
When on the time of waiting the bus arrive on the platform,
there is a guy coming towards me, showing me his identical form, he was a prisoner,
just out from JB prison, having RM 37.20 with some belongings when he out from that hell,
He ask me for some money to get himself back to IPOH...
Although I know the price or the money to take him from JB to KL is correct..
Even he holding the balance of RM 6 also correct...
I gave him the rest of the money of his to get him to IPOH,
Most people say that I'm being cheated,
but I'd say, "Maybe i'm being cheated, but as long i treat it as a good deed so what for i care if i'm cheated..."
Anyone, do you agree with me??
I had an earlier ticket than the original date I purchased.
When on the time of waiting the bus arrive on the platform,
there is a guy coming towards me, showing me his identical form, he was a prisoner,
just out from JB prison, having RM 37.20 with some belongings when he out from that hell,
He ask me for some money to get himself back to IPOH...
Although I know the price or the money to take him from JB to KL is correct..
Even he holding the balance of RM 6 also correct...
I gave him the rest of the money of his to get him to IPOH,
Most people say that I'm being cheated,
but I'd say, "Maybe i'm being cheated, but as long i treat it as a good deed so what for i care if i'm cheated..."
Anyone, do you agree with me??
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Where did it go?
Lost of momentum for studies,
where is the initiative goes??
where is the will to pursue my success?
where did it goes?
where is the initiative goes??
where is the will to pursue my success?
where did it goes?
Monday, April 6, 2009
A bus trip
Yesterday,
I took a bus from penang back to kl, which it takes me 7 and a half hour to reach the MTF Pudu...
3:30 I step on the bus, 5:00 left from penang, wtf....
9:20 reach kl tol...stuck for 1 hour...reach Pudu at 10:30...
F**k...
KPB... MTF bus transport...
I took a bus from penang back to kl, which it takes me 7 and a half hour to reach the MTF Pudu...
3:30 I step on the bus, 5:00 left from penang, wtf....
9:20 reach kl tol...stuck for 1 hour...reach Pudu at 10:30...
F**k...
KPB... MTF bus transport...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I'm unwelcomed??
Tomorrow is the due date for some reports of manufacturing,
yet I'm still solo, no group yet..
Am i the unwelcome guy??
I absent for the lab, I was sick...
Then why isn't anyone would think of me even I'm not around??
Pathetic....
Should I join a gang??
The choose no at the start of the degree life,
I want to be joker to hang around all of you all..
But at the end joker is the solo....
Pathetic...
Nevermind...At least I still have some friend...lol...
Thanks Bro...
yet I'm still solo, no group yet..
Am i the unwelcome guy??
I absent for the lab, I was sick...
Then why isn't anyone would think of me even I'm not around??
Pathetic....
Should I join a gang??
The choose no at the start of the degree life,
I want to be joker to hang around all of you all..
But at the end joker is the solo....
Pathetic...
Nevermind...At least I still have some friend...lol...
Thanks Bro...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Pursuit of Happiness
Once again,
I watch that movie, Pursuit of Happiness.
Even though I watched it for more than a time,
but I still learning more from the movie,
Happiness is what we always wanted,
but it doesn't comes easily,
not all of the part of our life is called happiness,
only the one we would appreciate and urge for...
A changed in our situation or even it is the worst circumstances we could possibly face, never give up hope to pursuing the happiness in our life...
I watch that movie, Pursuit of Happiness.
Even though I watched it for more than a time,
but I still learning more from the movie,
Happiness is what we always wanted,
but it doesn't comes easily,
not all of the part of our life is called happiness,
only the one we would appreciate and urge for...
A changed in our situation or even it is the worst circumstances we could possibly face, never give up hope to pursuing the happiness in our life...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Change Style
很久以前我的部落各是以中文开始的，
现在我又用中文来回味一会儿，
生活在吉隆坡快两年了，
生活从槟城的傲慢太子转变成吉隆坡的一位书生，
转眼间，
两年就那么过去了，
生活中有不少的变化，
就像我尊师，Mr Anthony, 所说的，
但是好是坏？
这应该都得看各人吧？？
时间，想追回 ？门都没！！
现在我又用中文来回味一会儿，
生活在吉隆坡快两年了，
生活从槟城的傲慢太子转变成吉隆坡的一位书生，
转眼间，
两年就那么过去了，
生活中有不少的变化，
就像我尊师，Mr Anthony, 所说的，
但是好是坏？
这应该都得看各人吧？？
时间，想追回 ？门都没！！
Monday, March 16, 2009
Life...
Rules are made to be break,
Promises are made to be fulfill,
We break all the rules to fulfill the promises,
Yet, we promise to break the rules....
Promises are made to be fulfill,
We break all the rules to fulfill the promises,
Yet, we promise to break the rules....
Girl
Girl are someone that we can't living with...
But girl are someone that we can't live without..
"at here I stand as a point of men"...
AGREE??
But girl are someone that we can't live without..
"at here I stand as a point of men"...
AGREE??
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Busy Life...
These few weeks I won't able to update my blog cause of busy with a load of assignment and also some test..
Feel bad for my recent attitude...
So down, so emotional...
What I'm gonna do?
I hardly to speak something in 3 days..
I get an impact from you...
That's it...
It's an impact, so there is no need to covering yourself in front of me...
Busy life...
Still slacking anyway...lol...
Feel bad for my recent attitude...
So down, so emotional...
What I'm gonna do?
I hardly to speak something in 3 days..
I get an impact from you...
That's it...
It's an impact, so there is no need to covering yourself in front of me...
Busy life...
Still slacking anyway...lol...
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
4:40 am...
It's already 4.40 a.m.
And i can't sleep..
My mind is full of your picture...
What I'm supposed to do??
Try to get some sleep...
Ish Ish...
And i can't sleep..
My mind is full of your picture...
What I'm supposed to do??
Try to get some sleep...
Ish Ish...
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Tired..
Sat down after back from class,
felt so tired,
tired of keeping my cool face off from my sadness inside..
tired of getting away from you..
tired of chasing you...
tired of doing anything..
And yet, I'm never tired for loving you...
felt so tired,
tired of keeping my cool face off from my sadness inside..
tired of getting away from you..
tired of chasing you...
tired of doing anything..
And yet, I'm never tired for loving you...
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
I'm addicted to you
Hey, I just want you to know that i'm really addicted to you..
No matter what you say or what you do, I really care..
No matter how you treat me, I really care...
Even just a smile of you will also drive me crazy...
So please respond to me with care...
No matter what you say or what you do, I really care..
No matter how you treat me, I really care...
Even just a smile of you will also drive me crazy...
So please respond to me with care...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Maths
These few days keep on doing maths...
It really drives me crazy more than anything else for me..
I would die for doing maths,cracking my head for solving it..
Anyway, I still have to do it...God...please give me some hints for solving all those question...
Maths...killing me softly....
Argh...
It really drives me crazy more than anything else for me..
I would die for doing maths,cracking my head for solving it..
Anyway, I still have to do it...God...please give me some hints for solving all those question...
Maths...killing me softly....
Argh...
Friday, February 13, 2009
Live your life...
I been asked for few question and shared some hard feel with my friends,
The opinion and their thought is just on one side...
No matter in what circumstances,
For instance, if they are single then they will find a girl or guy on valentines,
Is this a must??
Will it kills if single??
What I'm trying to tell is,
No one can cross over your life and make your life miserable,
No one can take away happiness from you..
The choice is on you...
Always has been...
The opinion and their thought is just on one side...
No matter in what circumstances,
For instance, if they are single then they will find a girl or guy on valentines,
Is this a must??
Will it kills if single??
What I'm trying to tell is,
No one can cross over your life and make your life miserable,
No one can take away happiness from you..
The choice is on you...
Always has been...
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Recent Play
Recently I'm having a great interest of playing Rubik Cube...
Don't even know why, maybe because of I got a friend who is 1st in Malaysia,
No kidding, 1st in Malaysia..
So maybe my interest was lured by him??
My own Collection...haha...getting more....
Don't even know why, maybe because of I got a friend who is 1st in Malaysia,
No kidding, 1st in Malaysia..
So maybe my interest was lured by him??
My own Collection...haha...getting more....
Friday, February 6, 2009
Saturday Morning..
Back from class...
After being a walking zombie at the morning...
after the class...
Woot!!
Back to live...
But, where were you yesterday??
Don't make me wait ok??
Please...
I'm....
Scared....
After being a walking zombie at the morning...
after the class...
Woot!!
Back to live...
But, where were you yesterday??
Don't make me wait ok??
Please...
I'm....
Scared....
Love Story
Love Story-Taylor Swift
I listen to this song for more than 500 times I think,
But when will you sing it to me??
If you sing it to me, sure I will fall for you...
In fact, I'd falling into you for a long time ago...
Loving you...
I listen to this song for more than 500 times I think,
But when will you sing it to me??
If you sing it to me, sure I will fall for you...
In fact, I'd falling into you for a long time ago...
Loving you...
Say I Love you...
When did the last time I say these 3 words...
I think...haha...
The feeling of like someone is really suffering...
Want to see her but she wasn't around..
Wanna tell her how much I love her...
But she....
Argh....
I Love You!!!!!
I think...haha...
The feeling of like someone is really suffering...
Want to see her but she wasn't around..
Wanna tell her how much I love her...
But she....
Argh....
I Love You!!!!!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
My Mind??
What I'm thinking??
When you're around, I don't know what to tell,
But when you weren't around me, I got a lot of things to tell.
My mind even turn to be blank when you're around...
Just wish to tell how much I love you...
Missing you all the time..
Emo for all the time when you're weren't around me...
Can you hear me??
When you're around, I don't know what to tell,
But when you weren't around me, I got a lot of things to tell.
My mind even turn to be blank when you're around...
Just wish to tell how much I love you...
Missing you all the time..
Emo for all the time when you're weren't around me...
Can you hear me??
Monday, February 2, 2009
My 100th post..
My 100th post...
I get my blog in kl..
Post the 1st blog at kl..
1st post about kl..
100th post also at kl...
Finally today i'm back to kl...
Penang??
I get my blog in kl..
Post the 1st blog at kl..
1st post about kl..
100th post also at kl...
Finally today i'm back to kl...
Penang??
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Diarrhea
Get diarrhea by now,
Cheated by a bowl of "Wan Tan Mee"
The tauke never wash his hand after he poo...
OH MY FUCKING GOD...
Save me....
Cheated by a bowl of "Wan Tan Mee"
The tauke never wash his hand after he poo...
OH MY FUCKING GOD...
Save me....
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Supernatural...
Lately I been thinking of some stupid and non logical question..
The question will be,
If you have a chance to have a supernatural ability,
What would it be, and why would you choose so??
Hereby, I answer this question,
I choose to have ability to make more time, or to be saying of manipulate time.
For me, time = money = memories..
If I have more time, I can earn more money,
If I have more time, I can share my time with my love one,
If I have more time, I can get more memories with my love one,
Even I got sickness, but I will choose to have more time to be spare for other things,
Time is my main concern for now...
Time..
Where can I get more time??
The question will be,
If you have a chance to have a supernatural ability,
What would it be, and why would you choose so??
Hereby, I answer this question,
I choose to have ability to make more time, or to be saying of manipulate time.
For me, time = money = memories..
If I have more time, I can earn more money,
If I have more time, I can share my time with my love one,
If I have more time, I can get more memories with my love one,
Even I got sickness, but I will choose to have more time to be spare for other things,
Time is my main concern for now...
Time..
Where can I get more time??
Sunday, January 25, 2009
The 1st day of Chinese New Year..
Wake up in the early morning, get someone angry about me,
how pathetic,
What I'm gonna do next??
Shut my mouth off to get rid of trouble??
When I could be so free??
Out of argue,
Out of pressure,
Out of everything...
how pathetic,
What I'm gonna do next??
Shut my mouth off to get rid of trouble??
When I could be so free??
Out of argue,
Out of pressure,
Out of everything...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
New Year..
Another post for new year...
New year, I really found out what is the meaning of New Year for me,
It's just a meaning of reunion or even just a meaning of cleaning house...
You all might think that it's all what we do during new year,
but for me, the meaning of new year is the only we have to do those things.
No meaning of New year for me,
Everyday just like the day we lived before...
So just live your life as you could..
New year, I really found out what is the meaning of New Year for me,
It's just a meaning of reunion or even just a meaning of cleaning house...
You all might think that it's all what we do during new year,
but for me, the meaning of new year is the only we have to do those things.
No meaning of New year for me,
Everyday just like the day we lived before...
So just live your life as you could..
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
New Year??
Sorry, I posted a same title post b4,
but seriously I want to say something about new year,
Anyone, do you having the feeling of New year??
For me, it's totally NO...
i don't know why,maybe it's because of I came back from KL and felt that i'm just having 1 week break then coming back for fun..
Anyway,
Happy New Year..
but seriously I want to say something about new year,
Anyone, do you having the feeling of New year??
For me, it's totally NO...
i don't know why,maybe it's because of I came back from KL and felt that i'm just having 1 week break then coming back for fun..
Anyway,
Happy New Year..
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Love Story
Recently listening to a song called "Love Story" by Taylor Swift,
Felt the lyrics is very meaningful and the love story is the story which every girl ever dream to have...
But did that happened to the real life??
I wish to have that kind of life also...
But will that ever happened??
Anyway, I'll appreciate what I have by now..
Thanks...
Felt the lyrics is very meaningful and the love story is the story which every girl ever dream to have...
But did that happened to the real life??
I wish to have that kind of life also...
But will that ever happened??
Anyway, I'll appreciate what I have by now..
Thanks...
Monday, January 19, 2009
Loving You...??
Loving you..??
Suffering me..??
Loving you..??
Happiness be..??
Loving you..??
Patient be..??
Loving you..??
Whenever will be..??
Loving you..??
It's got to be...
Suffering me..??
Loving you..??
Happiness be..??
Loving you..??
Patient be..??
Loving you..??
Whenever will be..??
Loving you..??
It's got to be...
New Year??
Pili Pala, Pili Pala...
Sound familiar??
New year is coming....
Fire Crackers' sound is around everywhere...
The new year feeling??
Doesn't seems likely to be around...
Doesn't seems like New Year...
Where is the feeling of New Year???
No...
Nothing....
My mind is just full of you...
Happy Chinese New Year to you..
Although I'm not feeling like having it...
Adios...
Sound familiar??
New year is coming....
Fire Crackers' sound is around everywhere...
The new year feeling??
Doesn't seems likely to be around...
Doesn't seems like New Year...
Where is the feeling of New Year???
No...
Nothing....
My mind is just full of you...
Happy Chinese New Year to you..
Although I'm not feeling like having it...
Adios...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Another saturday...
The second week I'd been to kl...
Went outside with buddy, Midvalley...
I doesn't plan to spend any money today, but somehow,
I spend RM26.95 for a Rubik cube...
Sabotage by my friend...
Owh...
But I like it...
Thanks...
Tonight got Man U match...
1 : 0
Barbetov score...
Lost bike's key...
WTF.....
Went outside with buddy, Midvalley...
I doesn't plan to spend any money today, but somehow,
I spend RM26.95 for a Rubik cube...
Sabotage by my friend...Owh...
But I like it...
Thanks...
Tonight got Man U match...
1 : 0
Barbetov score...
Lost bike's key...
WTF.....
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Back to you
When you read this,
don't hesitate, it's you who i want to tell...
I'm coming back to your heart...
No hesitation,
I'll be back for you...
Cause I love you...
don't hesitate, it's you who i want to tell...
I'm coming back to your heart...
No hesitation,
I'll be back for you...
Cause I love you...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Sleep??
This student, Name: Chan JK..
Found sleep in class....
Hopeless...
What is your comment on his face??Photo token by Louis Ng,
In class, Chemical Engineering Thermodynamic...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Stunning isn't??
Wow...V.A.I.O ???Sony wor...
Come on, check it out....ACER V.A.I.O.???The only one in the world....
haha....JK, you're really good...
Monday, January 12, 2009
Bad day...
Slipper broken in a sudden when I'm on the way to Jusco....F**k...
Back to the morning, damn sick in the morning, F**k....
8 o'clock class, 2 hours lecture, then 4 hours break, then 1 hour math lecture....
F**k...
1st torn part...
2nd torn...In fact, this is my new short pants which cost me 150 bucks....
F**k utar stupid lecture hall, both of the torn is cause by the lecture hall table...F**k it...