One kind

Why you're always acting one kind after quarrel??
I'm bored...
There is no other way I can face??
Frustrated...
I'm sick of these...
I'm ain't the perfect one, but i'm not doing anything wrong either...
So please...
Consider me as a human...as a man...
Not FREAK....

Meet him for the 2nd times in penang...

My mentor..
Mr Anthony Tan..
Out with him is a great lesson of life...
Learn things which couldn't get in our lecture..
For me, he is a very greedy man...
however, this is what keep him going to be successful all the time...
although this time he brought a car which he didn't wanted so much...
I could see that somehow, or am i know too well about him??
Once again i have to leave penang soon and I shall greet him what??
Hey ah sir, wish you have a better life??
He got what he wanted...somehow...
Hey ah sir, wish you earn more money??
He got kinda a lot of money...
Hey ah sir, wish you faster get married??
He is a....
haha....
Anything...Ah sir...
Thanks for being my friend and been my ah sir...

I'm A Lier...

I dare to say that I'm living in a world of lies...
A lie to cover myself from the real me to the world..
to everyone around me...
I'm a faker to myself...
I'm hurt but i pretend to be strong..
I'm alone but i pretend to be joy...
I'm crying but i pretend to be laugh..
I'm sad but i pretend to be happy...
...
I'm fake for???

Manchester United Rox...

Hurray...
Manchester United won...
Anything for the day??
Nope..
A chat with my sweet girl??
She sleep before I feel like chatting with her...
Ops...
Once again...
I missed the time...

Dato?

There is an honor of Dato in Malaysia,
Before it comes to you,
who will you think about an honor of Dato will give to?
A person who being honor for supposed is a very powerful person..
which he have some authority or any special attitude in his carrier..
Somehow, I met with some of these dumb F***...
This morning...the 1st customer in my mom's restaurant..
Dato Blah Blah Blah...
A little late of service of me get his sarcastic words...
Owh, come on...
You step into my den and tell me what to do??
You're just a customer for me...
You are even with others...
Yeah, you got the honor of Dato in front of your name doesn't mean you're BIG...
So I don't give a s**t about what you say...
So Shut the F*** Up...
Honor is meant for respectful person, not these kind of Dumb F***

Christmas Eve...

Christmas is a celebration for everyone i think...
No matter what kind of people you will also seen around town..anywhere which have some countdown.
when the time I seen anyone sure I'll wish merry christmas.
but the one I wish tell you "Merry Christmas" is you..
Do you know that??
I don't try to think about what I'm gonna do when I see you...
For me, you're just stunning...
Anyway, it's a great night...
I like it...
Reach home on 3:46 a.m.
What a night...

X'mas?

Speechless for this X'mas....
anyway, it doesn't seem to be any important to me..
I'm not a Christian...but somehow it also doesn't give anything for me to celebrate...
should say i never really celebrate for it...
just a meal which will be more better than the normal days...

A drive back home

My friend always share opinion with me,
he is really my lifelong buddy...
he knows me very well..
somehow he reads my mind..
and today i stood up here to say thanks for this dude....

The Match

11:55 p.m. 21 of dec...
Arsenal vs Liverpool
come one...this gotta be fun..."what i thought before the match start"
ends up...god damn match after second half red card for arsenal player...
swt....

Quotes..

演技要求完美，可得众人赏心悦目，
感情要求完美，只得自己遍体鳞伤。

完美主义者，
你懂这道理吗？

腐败的社会何时会改变？
少年人出来社会工作都患上了公主病，或者王子病。
你说这些责任该推给谁？
家长？
教师？

自己想想再把苗头指向谁。

Sick...

Why people have to sick....
Hate to be sick....

How lucky I am to have you in my life...

Somehow i know that what i always do doesn't seen to be much good for you...
You're important in my life,
When the time i be with you i feel great..
I feel you're happy...
And I know it...
But why just time makes us apart..
The time goes by and I don't even know it...
In my life...i wish....
I wish that i could turn back to tell you that I love you...
In the moment where I feel passionate..
In the moment when I need you right in my arms....
Sorry that i'm late...

17 days left??

17 days left to be at penang,
started to have the feeling of unforgeable...
i wanna be at penang to study...
can ah??
I miss those days with you..
I miss those days with my family...
I miss those days with my friends...
but the thing i most wanted is to be at penang...
Oh god,
it's time again to go back there...
What to do???

Boredom, Freedom, Joyful.

Bored of the life of everyday is like the day before....disgusted..
Freedom, gets me rest, out of burden...but i'm missing you...
Joyful, I enjoy to be live in penang...but i can't see you soon....

Do you still remember?

28 Of May, 2006
My 1st day of UTAR life.
I struggle much for moving forward,
tears were drop, the pain for leaving home...
I'm homesick...
I'm all alone, that is the time I know that I'm all alone,
I came along so far from hometown,
All by my own,
Discover KL all by my own,
Look thru all the unfamiliar faces, unfamiliar roads, unfamiliar building, unfamiliar environment,...
I hate the things which unfamiliar to me,
when it comes 1 by 1, it's fine, but it's all unfamiliar...
Make me the feel of I'm freak...

Count from the day,
It's 1 year and 6 months and 20 days....
It's been awhile huh....
The day I get out from house, and the day I am here is totally different...
Hey friends, Do you feel different?

My Thoughts, My Believes

Before I start to write anything,
I state here that I'm not offensive to anyone when i write this blog.

A sudden question from an unknown in facebook,
Do you believe in god?
Here comes my mind spinning for answer, although I'm not that believe in anything...
What is the thing makes me believe to survive in this life or even in this world..
And at the end my answer would be $$MONEY$$...
I know that somehow others will think or even criticize me as materialistic person.
I'm here just to speak out my word, we are living in a world of realistic, why can't we face the problem? Everyday we wake up for living and yet we are doing everything to make money.
Maybe some people would say that he live his life to be more colorful and makes good to mankind, but ends up you still need money for living, need money to makes life greater, not to say a huge amount of money, but you still have to pay for whatever you do, meals, travel, daily usage, whatever you do, you have to pay, have a normal meal, healthy, which could be a little bit tasty, how much would cost you per day for each person?
Due to some personality of someone I met for, he live his life in a very mean way, what i trying to tell is, he is a very stingy guy, counts every single thing in receipt when we buy some daily things together.
Is this show that he is totally a bad attitude, when we say:"Come on, it just a few cents, no need to be bother." He still insist to pay back, what to do??He is just doing for his living, he care for what he want, he likely to move forward to have a great life...

Talk about believes,
God?
Now is the time which when we suffer the economic crisis, do God know how do we do now?
Do HE pay for the consequences?
I say, Come on, this is the consequences of mankind, it doesn't bother any God, it just human who doing this mess.
Somehow Mother Earth is the only "GOD" that we should though of, cause the Earth "do" anything upon its wish. Otherwise, any other things or phenomenal happened is only caused by human. For instances, land slide, breakage of ozone layer, global warming, and etc.
These will happen only if human does anything to the earth, and this is what we paid for the act.
So live life to the max...

Though of Ron, Free Thinker...

I'll be there...

I'm scared,
I'm coward,
I'm out of my mind,
I'm ruined,
I'm lost,
I'm lonely,
I'm missing you,
I need you...
But whenever you need me, just tell me,
Cause I'll be there for you..
I know that you're lonely somehow, and you're scared to be hurt,
I know that you're scared of alone, and when your lights turns on make me think of you,
worry of you...
Am I bugging you too much??
Tell me so if I am...

How much I missed you...

Day by day,
I miss you,
Hours by hours,
I thought of you,
Minutes by minutes,
I wish be by my side,
Second by second,
I wanna tell you how much I love you....
Girl,do you know that i love you....

New??

Hurrays....my new shoes.....

I can't get you girl..

You drives me crazy all about you..
but somehow you're holding back when you together with me..
or even you think others when you together with me...
sometimes you gets me going to nuts to think what's in your mind..
sometimes you gets me heading to your heart but you leave me fall from canyon after that...
sometimes you gets me or you don't??
girl...i like you...
get me??

给她的一封信

学会了写blog，也学会了把心情写进了blog。
想写封信给她，
你不知不觉的走入了我的世界，也不知不觉的偷走了我的心。
可能你不懂吧，但是对我来说你就是最特别，最好的那个。
我不懂你的心，也不懂得怎样去关心你，让你看不到我对你的关心。
我很失败吧，有时我真的很想你在我身边，但是我心中的痛就不想让你知道。
因为我是个怪人吧，所以不会随便把心中的事告诉任何人，眼泪就往肚子里吞，
我真的流泪哭的时候是不会有声音的，那也都是7年前的事吧。
现在的我也有流泪的时候，只是碰到心事时吧。
你可能没有见过我真正伤心的时候，
但我想告诉你，失去你会是我最痛的时候。
谢谢你，因为你没有在我眼前消失。
现在你得到你所要的东西了吗？
愿你听懂我的心。。

知足

知足？
人会知足吗？
当你拥有了一样你想要的东西或者时光。
你会知足吗？
你会满足吗？
人是贪婪的，
人是自私的，
人是险恶的，
人是不好的，
你同意吗？
想想自己的所做所为，
想了才答这问题。。。

Winner???Or Loser??

She got what she ever wanted...
My dream is also coming true...
I doesn't seems like want to have her, but just want her to be happy than any other girl...
Somehow she doesn't think about me either...
Anyway, i'm still doing it cause i think that the juice is worth to squeeze...
Cause win or lose makes no different...
The effects comes to be the same...

A Strike By Her...

A message was brought by her....
That i'm out of her way...
Good for me..
Best for her...
but you know what girl...
i'll hurt...please let me cure before i get strike...
and i get you girl...
i get you....

Life, Not Living

This is a song which performed by Dance Yourself to Death.
I really like this song but no matter how hard i tried to find this song but i still failed...
Just by the title of the song, so meaningful, life, not living...
In fact it is fucking right...we live our life not living the life....
Means we live our life with driving our own dream...
So this is the message i always tried to interpret to all my friend....


My stupid face which captured by tze yee....thanks to tze yee that capture i'm living my life....

The Feelings is back..

Back to penang...
Which i don't really realize that i'm supposed to back at here...
however, there are a few things i wanted to share at kl..
some feelings and some emotional react to it...
someone is making me in that way which i wish that she would know that...
someone is making me looked like fucked up and that would be my friend from penang...
someone is making me confused which i prefer not to mention him cause he is my best buddy..
someone is making me look awful cause she is the one for me...
but what the heck...
I live my life...
Not living the life...

When I'm going to heal??

有时侯我不懂我该怎么办..
有时侯心痛的时候需要一个人给我拥抱..
我该跟谁索取?是你吗?
有时我真的很害怕面对你,不想让你看到我脆弱的时候..
但我又很想很想拥有你的拥抱...
我该如何?
很想让你知道我的痛..不过又很害怕...
有时我都只能把眼泪往肚子里吞...
好痛...

Do you miss me??

Hey...
I'm leaving kl...
Back for penang...
Will you miss me??
Will you hoping to see me everyday??
If you want for....just tell me...
I would be by your side everyday day by day...
Listen to you everyday...
No matter whatever happened or whatever you do to me...
I just want you to be happy...
I know that i couldn't bring anything much for you...
I know that i'm not the type of guy for you...
But i wish that i could give you all my best...
I will always be there for you...

不寻常的快乐

昨天去了sunway,回家的时候去了打桌球。。
不知不觉下起了雨，没办法回家，只好在steven corner呆了一阵子。
雨停了，我也开始走回家，
突然间，雨又变得大了。。
倾盆大雨，好突然哦。。
停在我家附近的马来挡，
我在一旁试着不让雨水滴到我，
不过那些马来人却很喜欢淋雨的滋味，
他们竟然洗车，可能他们不知道用雨水洗车只会让车子更肮脏。
但他们那种心情竟然可以那么开心。。
我看了也想淋雨回家。。
我又用雨来遮藏我流泪了。。。好吗？

你懂吗？

我很紧张的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很慌张的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很无奈的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？
我很悲哀的，你知道的吗？
不要让我这样好吗？？

我不懂为什么我会这样。。。
但这就是我，无论什么事都好，我不想再让你流泪。。
我的苦，我的泪，都会往肚里吞的。。

只想写中文

最近我都想写中文，可能这是我跟你聊天的语言吧。。
不知该怎么说好，你似乎离我越来越近。。
又似乎离我越来越远。。
我捉摸不到你的心，你懂我很想告诉你说我对你的感觉。
可惜。。。
求求你，听清楚我的心声。。
听清楚我心碎的声音。。。

我是谁？

我是谁？
我开心吗？
我在干什么？
我在为什么而活？
是你吗？
你懂吗？
你在意吗？
我，我愿我身边的人开心，开开心心得过日子。。
我，我愿无人知道我心里多痛。。
我，我愿无人看到我哭。。
我，我愿他人的眼泪不要为别人而流。。
我，我愿他人的眼泪是为自己而流。。
我，我愿我是铁人。。
不过，可惜的是，我不是铁人。。
要到时间了。。
该走了，挽回不了的。。
都算了。。
该有的，拿不到的。。
都算了。。

你

我哭了。。。
你听见了吗？
心里的痛你了解吗？
当你看见了我，你怎么那么无情啊？
我是不是太傻？
你哭了，
我心疼了，
你笑了，
我安心了，
你走了，
我担心了，
你笑着对我说再见，
我只能苦苦的听你说了，心里也痛了。。。

You..

Hey girl...
I wrote this to you tell how i felt you...
Moments ago you gave me some hope...
but now you gave me nothing but striking my heart into million pieces...
When you cried, i'm scared that your heart break into million pieces...
When you go, my heart break into million pieces...
but do you hear that??

I'm back...

Doom...
I'm back to kl...
Purpose: To do some stuff
I'm awaken in the bus after slept for 2 hours in bus...
Ops..i didn't bring keys...
Make a few phone calls and settle a trouble.....
A relief after things get done...
Finally i'm back to kl...
KL-where bitches and sluts origin...(only in malaysia)...
haha...

Another boring night...

Boring day as usual...
Today afternoon...get a call to friend and says that i'm going down to kl...
He asked me to get some entertainment for him..
So I made another phone call to another friend in penang..he didn't pick up calls...
I thought tonight will be the same as usual...boring night..
around the late afternoon which can consider as evening ad...
My friend call me back..says:"hey what u wanna get from me?..I can go to your house and give me..."
owh...what a kind friend of mine...
Then, when he arrived, and turn up to be i help him do him task for his college work...
ish ish...
bad night...
however...a good friend of mine giving me things to do...
haha...

My Own Comments...

These few days I had read others blogs, I seen wonderful of life experience and how fancy others blog is...
Then one of my friend says that my blog will dun have any people to visit...
By the way, hey, I write blog is just to release out my words la...
The one who can reads my blog and know what I'm trying to say is truly my friends who know me very well.

What you do in front of a comp??

I was wondering why people like to staring with the laptop all the long...
One of the people is me...I don't know why...
It just like a daily task for me...
Once I woke up, then I have to open my comp and check mail, login to friendster, login to facebook, login to msn....blah blah blah....
I'm wondering why I would put all of these in my daily task..
I also tried to ask some teenager that could they live without internet..
In fact, the answer i get from then is can't...
Is Internet that important to all the people??Is computer must be use everyday??
Is it a must??
I'm just wondering...

Swindler

A friend offer me a job for filling time, which is:
talk with him...
help him do assignment(although i just gives idea)...
try to fix his attitude.....
In the end, I can go and get an interview of what is the feeling of being cheated....
It's feel sleepy....
This message brought to kok hung by ron...

Girl

There is a lots of girl in this world...even more than guy...so sometimes i wonder, is guy choosing girl or girl choosing guy??
In other way of saying this is there is a lots of girl in the world but not all is suitable for any guy on the street...
For my opinion, guys like girl and girls like guys is the fundamental of love or a relationship...
However, there is a categories for me...
there is some girls which is just for being girlfriend...
there is some girls which is just for being wife...
there is some girls which is just for being a having affair...
there is some girls which is just for being a good listener...
there is some girls which is just for fuck...
Although my opinion struck the dignity of the girls...but what i really meant is the behavior of a girl is the most important thing to define which categories which you're in...
Every girl deserve to have a good relationship and a good husband...
So...Grab it while you can...

Man, you reads my mind...

I went out with my friends for movie and after that we decide to have a drink at a coffee shop around gurney drives..
we have a talk at the seaside bench, we speak out our words towards our life and our family or even problem that we met, and I get that what I think in my mind is perfectly match with what he speaks, man he reads me...
maybe it's because that we are in the same age having same frequency and same channel, maybe we just being so close like we being together all the time, but it isn't a coincident that we have same family, but in fact we are in same situation, do we all the same??
And conclusion is I get that all teenagers are in the same way we thought and the same experience and thoughts we have....

Lights of Life..

I read a magazine which got an article of an interview of NZ wheel, showing their Mercedes-Benz, how luxurious how glamour how stunning how amaze how exotic those cars are...
It gives me a light, lead me towards my dream..Those are the cars which all the guys dream of own one of it..
However, I'm not offense to my friend or those rich dudes, who his or her dad's could afford for his or her one of those cars...I'm wondering, if you could get one of those car without your own ability would you feel that car is belongs to you??For me, no..
If those rich guy buy those luxurious cars for his son or daughter, do you ever think of destroying your own son or daughter dream of light??They don't have the will for anything cause no aim of life, every single thing in their life is well planned and well prepared, never a trouble for them in doing any task of their life...In fact, those are the life I wish to had when i was a small kid...but now i don't even dream about it...

Lost of me...

Recently I'm a pathetic guy who is having holiday and doing nothing all day long..
Before I'm back from kl, I have a very high aim for myself and my future, how ever when the times comes, it's like lost of balancing and having free fall from the edge..Holiday kills man...

Guy like me..

Today I'm gonna say something for guys, which I think most of the guy will agree.
A would like to ask a question, do guys like girls??
I believe all of the girls hates when her boyfriend eye on other girls or even flirt with other girl.
Why? Girls thinks that is too wrong for a guy who have a girlfriend, does all the guys agree??
Well...I don't really agree..
Let say, I have a girlfriend and I love her..and of course she is a girl...however, I still like girls right?Likes to see girls right??I could flirt around with girls and of course that is what guys like to do...and it is not the action they do, is the fundamental of a guy, guy like girls...It this too wrong for a guy??Do guys did anything wrong to his girlfriend when he eyes on other girls?Flirt with other girls??It's Nothing wrong....
Hey girl, if one day your boyfriend don't see other girls around..then you have to start to worry about him whether his interest is still in girls...

Tears from me...

This morning, I finished the drama,<家好月圆>, until a scene of a few couple who willing to sacrifice for their loves one,at that time my tears spill out from my eyes, I don't know why, I'm not easily get tears when watching drama or movie, but the feeling is not from the drama but the scene of that moment is the moment which I ever wanted..The willingness of mine towards the girl I like...give her whatever I've got..but I really did?
I remembered the dialogs, a man birthday, he made a wish, says that he hope he could live longer than his loves one, cause he don't want leave the feeling of left his loves one behind after he died..
What would you say for this dialogs??I don't know how it interpret in your mind, however, for me, it is fascinating...

Love Confession...

TO: The one I love...
One day, I asked myself do I really love you or do I really put all what I've have for you...
the answers seems unlikely positive...what have I did for my loves one??I'm a Scorpio, others says that people who is Scorpio doesn't seems a romantic person, but the fact is real..I'm not romantic, I can't really give to you what you want. Somehow I hold my responsible to myself, I'm trying to fix up this mess, girl, please tell me how to get into your world...

From
Ronald
Faithfully....

Talk...

Is a talk important??
Very important to me...
Not even the way we talk, the tone we use, the loudness of the voice..all of these are the basic component of us to give out or more suitable word, express our feeling...we aren't a robot which will only obeys laws and rules..somehow we break rule..but when a reason or a conversation being made at the moment and the talk skill is required in it..
However human always do mistakes in our lives, not only one but bunch of it..
So learn how to communicate with others so that our lives is more easier...

Sick...

I hate to be sick....
Argh...Can't do anything during sick...
Can't sleep well...
Can't online too late..
Aikz...Being scolded ad...got to sleep ad...haha..

I do love you..

Do you ever care of me??
Do you ever think of me??
Do you ever miss me??
Do you ever...

My words to a girl i like...I do love you...

Sorry, I can't help...

Another week Friday, I will wake up and do what I usually do every morning which is help mom prepare to open her restaurant and also pray..(not Christian, but taoism)...
However this morning is kinda shock for me, I woke up and see my phone, 2 message received...
One of the message is from my sister which telling me that she is coming back from kl by bus of 4:30. Another one is shocking message, a message from a friend which i know at kl, Young Teck, he asking me for a favor, lend him money, and it's not a small amount,2k, wow....
This message really makes me wake up at that moment...I reply him,"what happened my friend?"
I couldn't borrow that much of money for him, but at least I could share his problem or try to think another alternative for him, but no matter how hard I try to force him tell me what happened..he just tell that money is for urgent use....
Bro, I wish to help, but i can't...sorry man...

The Little Things In A Big Town...

This is the view of my hometown, Penang.
It likely an urban city, very packed very small city...
I like to hiking since I had my accidents and my physiotherapy, start to climb up the hill around everywhere at penang.
Today, I went youth park, I walk up the hill and sat down at the top of the hill, and take a look at this busy city. From the top can see schools, shopping complex, few main roads.
However, at that moment I also felt that I was away from this urban city, away from traffic jams, away from stress, away from city life...Peace...

I like this feeling...I found out that particular moment is freedom for me...

Lovebug

Jonas Brothers - Lovebug

Called her for the first time yesterday
Fly found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(Can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful, but you don't even try
(Don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby, can't you see?

Now I'm...

Now I'm speechless, over the edge
I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this
Lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit
By this lovebug again
Lovebug again

This is for my love one...

Logical??Making Sense??

People say family matters is the hardest thing to be settle perfectly. because there must be a person to sacrifice of another word, tolerate. From these few years, I noticed that my family is wealthy but in just only look, inside is losing of something in somehow or in someway, you might think that I'm in a perfect family with perfect background..but NO! No matter how perfect there is in a family, there must be a little conjugate among the family members. Brother fighting, sisters arguing, parent shouting...and at the end, Peace from the elders....
Old people mend to be the most peaceful without fighting or arguing among family members, we could not deny that they are the most experienced among us, they live longer than us, see many more things and been thru a bunch of problem and they could solve it.
As they always says, The harmony in a family is the most important. No matter how poor or how rich your family are, harmony is represent the wealthy of a family.
Is it true??
For instance, you could have a very well educated family, father is an engineer, mother own a listed company, so the children will student in the best college or university or even overseas, but what if all the children keep quarrel or argue, there is never a day of happy or harmony in a family?
Let me put you into this condition, if you're one of those kids, or family members, would you rather stay or leave this family??
The answer for me is....FIX it...

Gathering

This is the gathering which I organized...
Did i said that it was a gathering??Why there is someone which is not in my invite list?
Sometimes i feel like I'm back from K.L. and meet up friends from Penang and make me feel unfamiliar with them, accept some of them like: Kok Hung, Kenny, Ghee Hann, LCY, OSY , Kelvin...
Among all of us, I don't really think that we are in a group..Maybe what makes me think like this is only because of I'm back from K.L. and I left out from where they move on...and I couldn't get into them. Gather around and asking some stupid question like:" How do you do??","How is your studies??"...
Is this the point of we gathering...???
I don't mean to say we were there for nothing, there is some bonding make us gather together for that dinner. What I means for gathering is gather around and share what have we been thru and changing thoughts of our own mind. It is the most important thing of gather, we share opinion, and getting to know inside how my friend changed...but not how physically or how their personal life and affairs..even talk about that also speak out the point of what we had been thru..
Share in opinion...giving each other a place to speak out words from our heart to our friends to share...
Anyway, I'm having good time with you all guys...

Fed up??

Things get easy when you think it is easy..
Things get hard when you think it is hard..
Does these two sentences bring it own meaning to you?
For me, YES...
No matter what happen or what task came into your life, it get easy when you think it is easy by the look. Some situation you think it is hard for you cause you make it look hard or unhappy.
All depends on ourselves...

Aim??Goal??Success??

Few days ago, my friend came to me in a sudden, introduce me a new way for "his" goal.
It is something called "Quesnet", a new network marketing which will be conquer the new advertising world. He explained to me how the company works and how stable it is. Then he leads me to his "business" concept, basically the rules are:
1) Buy one of the company's product so that you can join into the club.
2) Start to invites your friends to "yam cha" and also introduce them and so on...
3) Start to balance the left and right wing of your human networking, thus each side is balance so that you can earn money...(what if it would never be balance??)..dead??
The theory of the company makes money is simple, the cheapest product of the company is cost us RM2000 while adding other pling plang stuff will make to RM2200.. Both side must be balance and 3 point at each side to earn my 1st 250USD...
In a normal math calculation, it takes all my friends RM13200 in total so that i earn my 1st 250USD??
What the......
I know that it might be a way of getting money if only you put your effort and become someone unlikely welcome among your friend...
Well, it depends how people judge it and see for his/her future plan..
But a sure thing for me that, this kind of work won't be suitable for me even i'm good at it...Cause it sounds like cheat to me...
I would rather use my professionality to earn my own money...
As a result...The AIM for me is studies....
It isn't sounds good....ish ish....

My Dogs...

My lovely BBOY....
Sleeping just like dreaming someone...
LOL...















This will our house new pet...Lovely Bobby Bui....(Bui is sounds for fat in hokkien)

haha...My cute doggie sleep in cute way...haha..

Future??History??Now??

Should we live in our pass?No, we should move on...
Should we plan for future?No, we should live in the day..
There is some says:"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery but today is a give.."
And so its called present...
Do Your best in today and you will found out more in a better way in our life...
Think about it...what makes you so care about past time? what makes you in your future??
IT's all TODAY...

Blame of me?

My mom started to tell me that how graceful should I to the "Ancestors".
Cause they give me some sort of luck during I'm all the way long at kl....Is it true??
I don't really know whether that is true or not, but I believe, even how lucky I am with it, if I didnt't put any effort in my studies, sure I will fail..
The studies of form 4 form 5, it doesn't really takes me anything to study it well...in fact the things i study now is more like hell than ever..
Material Science...What the heck about it??I don't really get into it until the 7th week of my studies...SO? What do you think how well I can score for the final??
Thermodynamics..Starting is the best part..an old professor came in and tell:"This subject THERMODYNAMICS is an open book test..", after this every student shout and yell or even scream like hell for celebrate this news...In fact, it doesn't now seems to be a happy news for me cause I would that it might be the worst subject cause it will be hardest..
Math...My favorite subject...I score quite well for it...so got nothing to say...haha...i'm bias...
Electrical???Do you think I give a Damn on it???Lol...
The rest...don't even need to pay attention for score....haha....but thet thing i mean score is just can pass all and get B or C...if seriously wanna get an A is have to listen to class everyday and become a dumb nerd everyday...haha...and that life i had gone thru for the weeks after my 7th week of studies...IT WAS A HELL....

Movies

These days I'm pretty bored and always watch movie to fill up my past time. And yet the movies I watch sort of teach me something..
I learned the way of treating our lives...
I learned the way of getting our true love..
I learned the way of getting ourselves happiness..
I learned the way of treating people...

In fact, ain't that all of us learning these things from our lives??
Movie isn't just entertainment? Is it?
Pretty much like to watch movie then...

Happy?Freedom?

How do you feel happy?
How do you feel freedom?

These questions flash thru my ears, such question is really hard to answer and maybe the answer is subjective to people, far instance, what you like to do the most, whenever you got chances to do it then you will be happy, the feeling of happy is comes from the enjoyment of doing something you like. The fundamental of happiness is simply whatever you like. However, in our life we can't always do whatever we like, choices is there, but not we chose the choice, but the choice chose us. I believe a lot of people agree with this. No matter what, we will also try to pull back the choices to what we want is only happen among the ending..

Freedom??
This is everyone dream... could that happen all day long...??Everyone knows the answer and it will be NO!!!...There is no way that this could happen....The word is freedom is only defined by ourselves and it is only what we gave to ourselves...

ADDED:
From the movie, The Pursuit Of Happiness, I figured something out with happiness. Happiness is something that you would ever want it, it feel great and fantastic when you ever get that moment. In the scene of Chris Gardner get the job as broker in a company, he felt that little part of his life is happiness. From the hard time he gone thru, get all he can takes to get clients, with his effort and make a multi-millions profits for his company. Happiness is something that we are pursuing, and most important is it's will be a little part of our life. Well, Appreciate IT...

Freedom?
Freedom doesn't really exist in our lifestyle now, maybe a little moment that you would feel free, when you free yourself out of work place, out of burden, out of problems, troubles. However, would it be eternity? Leave it for the next day of your life...it will never be...

First Semester..

May 26, I started my 1st day in my degree life...
Sept 19, The day i ended my 1st semester...Still a long way to go..however, it seems like the a long day after my 1st sem, the life in kl was enjoyable, even it shouldn't be. The exam week is just like the judgment day of our 1st semester. We put all what we had studied to score well in final.
Few days ago, result is out and posted in intra net...A lot of us is down, result showed that our effort not enough for the exam. However, i still believe that we are strong to take this impact...
SO here i wish all the best to all my friend...Let us FIGHT for our future..

Genting Trip

Genting- The place for enjoy...
It's been a while that I never been here...and it still that familiar for me...
wish i could stay there forever... Perfect Place to stay...















Everyone is there except ME!!...haha...Mom is hiding behind daddy...ish ish...
The morning gaze in genting..

Do I?

Wake up in the middle of the night, it just like something rush thru my mind...what was that?
It was my own dream! Walk down to downstairs and had a cup of water, then went back to my bed lying down...I was thinking of someone...That someone is she really mine? Do I have her? Should I have her? While these thought flashing thru my mind then I receive a email from her...Doom!! It's like a coincident that time frame is directly met up...then it comes to me again...Do I??

Rememberance of KL life..

NINJA SLEEPING........................CHAN JUIN KHIN.....


I'm kinda miss my kl life now...
I could wake up as late as possible...
I could cook for myself...
I could enjoy swimming..
I could talk to my friends...
I could go gym with my roommates...
I miss my life...

Lewis.......My Lovely Roommates.....UPSIDE DOWN SLEEP.....

First..

The first thing in our life?
What is the 1st thing of our life?What comes first in your mind? Family??Friends??Career??Materials??
For anything which cross our mind first should be family, everything will be family come first, the reason is, when there is a family, and that where you started your life and it will forever and ever be the first thing in your life....